DAMNIT, OLGA - Part 13

I lay with my face in my pillow and Toby's comforting arm around me.
"Please," Toby said as I moaned unhuman sounds, "Talk to me."
I lifted my face out of the pillow. "That fucking ... WHORE!" I screamed in his face and laid mine back down. He continued to stroke my back and thought for a second.
"...Ellie..." Toby reached his hand to the back of my pony tail and pet it.
"What the fuck do you want?" My face when inches away from his.
"I'm sorry for whatever you're angry at." He put his other hand on my cheek.
"Pfft. And I'm sorry for not respecting Olga." My face continued to be in the pillow.
Toby leaned up more. "You're jealous of ... Olga?" He stuttered.
"Yes. Of course. She's beautiful and flirting with you and look at me! I'm just some emo chick you shouldn't be dating."
Toby put his hand on the back of my head and kissed me lightly. "Stop saying this bad shit about yourself. You're sexy and beautiful. One of the most amazing girls I ever met." He continued to kiss me. A tear fell from my cheek as I did the same thing to him. The next thing we knew, we were having sex.
"Toby... Oh my god." I dug my nails into his back and he lightly bit my neck.
"You're so fucking amazing." Toby said between breaths.
"Oh my god..." I grabbed his back tighter and I'm sure he was bleeding from my nails.
"Oh my god." He echoed as we lost grip of each other and he breathed his hot breath on my neck. Toby laughed a bit. "That was intense."
"Every second I'm with you is intense." I laughed, stood up and he kissed me. I gathered up the clothing that Toby had ripped off my body and made my way to the kitchen.
"You're going the right way!" My laugh left my lips quietly as I went back to find my phone.
"That wasn't sexist at all." I giggled as my hand attacked my phone and looked at Twitter. "The Audience is so adorable. The girls on Tinychat are amazing!"
He laughed. "I know, right? I'm glad to have them." My feet dragged across the floor and I walked out of the room with both my hands on my phone. It was only, what, nine PM? Maybe I should Tinychat. I don't know, I work tomorrow at six. I'll go to bed now, I guess.


In the morning I kissed Toby goodbye and left. After work I thought I'd go hang with Jamie. She had to leave for work soon and I wanted to be with her.
"He knows me too well." We laughed around the table talking about Toby.
Jamie blushed. "And... Well I sort of found someone." She bit her lip and looked to the left.
I playfully hit Jamie's arm. "Who, who, who?!" I repeated.
"You know him and I don't think-" I cut her off.
"Tell me or I will fucking cut out your appendix." I picked up a knife and threatened her.
She pulled the, "Wow, we have a badass over here." position with her hands. "Put the fucking knife down and I'll tell you!" The knife dropped to the table again. "Crazy bitch..."
I laughed. "Sorry, I just... I should know every detail that happens in your life!"
"That's right," Jamie began, "You should!" She placed her hand on the table and started playing with the knife. "His name starts with a ... Jack!" She fangirled.
"That's so awesome!" We started jumping up and down in our seats.
Awkwardly was in the air and we both looked at out phones. 
"I have to go to work..." Jamie frowned.
I dropped my phone. "Fuck work!" I laughed. "I'll be a stripper!"
We laughed in unison. "I bet Toby would like that." And laughed harder.
I lightly slammed my fists on the table. "Did you see Toby's Valentines Day song?!" My hands touched my cheeks. "He's so hot in it!"
"So is Jack..." She began playing with the knife again.
I put my hand on hers and shoved it away from the knife. "Stop playing with sharp objects and get to work you lazy ass!" I laughed through my nose.
"But I like sharp objects!" Jamie stood up. "But I'll listen to you." I stood up with her.
"I should go too. I wanna hang out with Toby. You're boring."
Jamie giggled and lightly pushed me playfully. "Shut up!" We both walked out and got in our cars.
"Text me later, Jay." I smiled at her and she pulled out of the driveway first. I drove to Toby's house and noticed his car was there. "Yay, I won't be alone!" I thought. My door opened with the help of my hand and I slithered out like a snake. My head peeked into the window. I saw Toby... but he wasn't alone. Toby definitely wasn't alone. He was definitely laying down on the floor without a shirt... NOT ALONE.
Toby was on top of a girl and was kissing her. The girl had brown hair, that's all I could see. I couldn't get a good look at her face before the named flashed in my brain.
OLGA KAY. 
I could feel the tears fall to my eyes and the lump in my throat. I rushed and got into my car and just left home. I would confront him later, I knew it would be embarrassing if I just opened the door.
Fucking. Cheating. Lying. Bitch. Those words just raved inside my brain and all the thoughts and feelings just poured out as I made my way home and my head onto my pillow. I managed to grab my phone and tweet.
"Fuck this life. I thought I found a savior, but I guess not." Replies came piling in. One was from Sean Klitzner.
"Hey, you okay Ellie? I'm gonna come over." I didn't want him to ruin the fun time with Olga. "I'm at my apartment. Thanks." I replied back.

Fuck life.