I lifted my head up and saw all the eyeliner smeared onto the pillow. I've never been heart broken like this. Before I could even think, I heard the doorbell. I cried harder, leaning against the hall on the way there. My hands reached themselves along the wall before it hit the knob. The door slowly opened and I saw Sean. He noticed that I was heart broken and I fell into his arms.
"Ellie!" Sean stroked my back and walked us inside. "Tell me what happened." He sat both of us down on the couch and held me up.
I sniffed and hiccuped. "Toby..."
He looked at me with his brown eyes and put his hand on mine. "Did he break up with you?"
I shook my head in disbelief and false information. "No... but I saw..."
Sean continued to stroke my back and my head fell into his chest. "It's okay..."
My head shot up and all I said all that I could get out. "WHORE!" I yelled. "That whore!" My head regained it's place on Sean and he pulled me close.
"Who, Ellie?" My hands trembled but still took their place around Sean.
"Olga..." I wiped my eyes and looked up. My arms were around his neck and he was holding me by the waist.
"Toby cheated on you?" He let go of me and started pacing, slowly. "That fucking asshole..." Terrible time to let go of me. I needed to hold onto something so I grabbed the nearest pillow and clutched it to my chest, along with my knees in the fetal position.
By the look of it, it seems that Sean got some tears in his eyes. He walked up to me and hugged me again, forcing me to let go of the pillow. "I'm so sorry."
I shook my head. "Nothing to be sorry for." Sean whipped out his phone from his pocket and phoned someone.
"You're not phoning Toby, are you?" I anxiously asked.
He pulled it away from his ear and pressed cancel. "Yes... You don't want me to?" He placed it back into his pocket.
"Don't." I turned my head away.
I could tell Sean didn't know what to do next. "I love you..." That's the only thing he had.
I continued staring at the floor.
Sean sighed and held me closer. We just sat there in silence and never said a word for ten minutes. I curled closer until the door bell rang. I was about to get up until Sean jolted up and put a hand on my shoulder. "Don't worry about it." He walked to the door and clutched onto the pillow. It was Toby.
"What the fuck do you want?" Sean said. Toby just stood there.
He stuttered. Must've not known what he just did. "Wha-... What?"
Toby's tall figure just looked at me.
"So, how long have you been doing this?" Sean let go of the door and moved closer to the couch, where I was.
"Oh... Shit..." Toby looked me.
"Ellie won't talk to anyone." Sean gestured his hand for Toby to look at me.
Toby walked up to me and leaned over to look at me. "Ellie..." I didn't move.
"What?" I quietly said.
"...I'm sorry." Really, Toby, really?
"No you're not. Go the fuck away." I said.
He teared up. "But I love you."
I shook my head at his comment. "No you don't. You love Olga. How many times have you slept with her, then?" I looked Sean.
Toby sighed. "She forced me into it."
"Of course." I shook my head and looked away. "Don't talk to me." I didn't know what to think. My world was just ripped into pieces.
"Please... I fucked up. I'm so sorry. I hate Olga. She forced me into all of it. I'm sorry Ellie!" Toby argued.
I closed my eyes. "Say all you want. You're just gonna do it again. Now get the fuck out. Both of you. I just wanna... Just wanna be alone." I started crying again.
Sean and Toby looked at each other. "We're not leaving you like this..." Toby said.
"Toby. GET THE FUCK OUT. NOW." I yelled.
Toby shut his eyes and sighed. "Whatever makes you happy." He walked out and closed the door beside him.
"Sean..." I started crying harder. "I can't breathe. I don't wanna live anymore."
Sean ran up to me and hugged me tight again. "No, no, no. You wanna live."
I tugged out of his arms. "No, I don't." I stood up and ran out of the house.
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